Up down, Up Down, Turn Around, Stand on your head!

We do not have the internet at home yet, as we are the house parents for a small Bible School, so when I get to blog it is at my parents' house. This is usually only in the afternoons when the babies are determined not to play along. I guess until we get the internet at home, blogging is slightly selfish. Beatrice moans until I get up to say hi and my little sister or my mom or whoever gets to play with Alexander. Alexander in the afternoon is not the most fun that can be had. So I think in the interests of being I good mom.I need to say arrivederci!

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Longing for Winter

"It takes courage to grow up and become who you really are." — E.E. Cummings "Unbeing dead isn't being alive." — E.E. Cummings "We do not believe in ourselves until someone reveals that deep inside us something is valuable, worth listening to, worthy of our trust, sacred to our touch. Once we believe in ourselves we can risk curiosity, wonder, spontaneous delight or any experience that reveals the human spirit." — E.E. Cummings I had not intended to start with anything like the above quotes, but aren't they amazing? What I had wanted was to find a poem about winter. In the spider-webbed, cardboard-boxed-up mind of mine I remember something and I decided it was e.e.cummings but even though the internet is oh wow! I can't find it. Or maybe it's the dust. My husband needs all of the credit for this post. We discuss our life continuously. We look at the good and the bad, what we are doing right and what is going horribly wrong....

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Family

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a thousand blue fish

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