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Five Minute Friday: Grateful

It is Five Minute Friday again, a time for free writing.  For a period of 5 minutes write without correcting or backtracking.  Head over to Lisa-Jo at the Gypsy Mama and try it.

I was an emotional mess today, not that anyone would know.
With all the excitement the familiar loneliness crept in.  And then I felt such a sense of God just saying "I am in control.  Stop looking to man." 
And then I got a message and then later a call.  
The reality is overwhelming at this moment, but I am so grateful that I don't have to look to the reality, but to the God who makes the impossible possible.  Even as I sit here I am reminded of relationships once bruised and now healed.
I get to listen to my daughter gently snoring and know that my son is sleeping down the passage.  My husband has taken the challenge and is determined to become the man he is called to be.
And  in just over a month we will board a plane to Japan.  

Thank you Lord



Much love
Philippa

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